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< January 13, 2006 - 10:00 p.m. > My sister called me last night just as I was getting ready to go to bed (hey, that whinefest I had was exhausting.) I was really glad to hear from her, especially since part of my angst was due to not having talked to her all week. She sounded a bit off, but then she explained that there was a lot going on with school and work and just life in general -- I hope she's okay. Point being that she's coming out here in March to spend spring break with me, and now that I see an end to my winter of emoness, life is good again ! I had dinner at my aunt's house tonight and although she's still neurotic and freakishly controlling, at this particular moment in time she's the closest thing to my mom and I tried to appreciate it on that level. I think it sort of worked, if only because it makes me appreciate my mom's non-neurotic and freakishly controlling personality. I'm trying to be rational: yeah, I miss home, fine. But feeling bad about it is just a waste of my time, so from now on I've decided to make a conscious effort to do something that makes me happy every time I start to feel really sad. Also ? I've decided that the non-boy is officially not worth my time. Besides, who needs guys when I have two seasons of the OC to keep me company, right ? Right. everything's gonna be alright now
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